18JUN2020

I'm not smart and I'm not hard working. I only find a select few things I truly enjoy. I pour all my intellectual capability and push my mortal limit as much as I can into them. If there's something I do that I don't have the desire for, my whole mental and physical capacity shuts down and drains in reverse. I cannot control or force myself to do things I have no interest in. People wonder why I don't go to school or work. I'm not lazy, I just can't function like others. My form won't allow it.