What's the point of life when success is all so uncertain. Life is uncertain of happiness but so certain of sadness. The point of living is absolute turmoil when it is uncertainty to obtain happiness after living up to everything life has to offer.
If I let go of what could bring me close to her, what I let go will save me. If I bring forth of what could bring me close to her, what I bring forth may destroy me. I must let her go. I must save myself.