11JUL2010

I need a girl who doesn't want anything because I have nothing.

02APR2010

The word "impossible" exists for a reason.

19MAR2010

Empty eyes give my empty thoughts. Not a rush of blood that wants to live, flowing in a maze looking for an exit. I've asked for forgiveness and I've asked for guidance, nothing answered but the day before, circulating all over again. Many people have forgotten God, yet it is God who have forgotten me. No longer can I embrace reality, so I let fate forward me. Sometimes too empty for fate to carry, even it has lost faith in me.

18MAR2010

Always look down, your reality will always be a disappointment.

25FEB2010

I need change, I can only change when I'm alone. The people I know will always be the people I know. I can't change when I know what I know.

20FEB2010

Eternity froze when I saw her. Angel eyes with innocent lips. She stared at me as I stared at her. For only a second her eyes saw through mine, and for only a second I saw through her mind. When I gazed her from outside in, I penetrated love's meaning thin. Love destroys me, she drowns me, visualizing our hearts entwined to fit the end of time and space, we interlocked in ecstasy, but even that was not enough. Into her eyes I saw a dream, only it wasn't. She was impossible, only possible. I've lost all hope and I've lost all faith, I've lost my life when I've lost her eyes.

08FEB2010

Her desire is the moon's gravitational pull,
Keeping the earth within me whole.
Without the circulation of her heart,
Oceans would tear my eyes apart.

02FEB2010

I don't know why I still want her. After I've shown what I am. It's impossible to believe that I'll ever have her.