25FEB2010

I need change, I can only change when I'm alone. The people I know will always be the people I know. I can't change when I know what I know.

20FEB2010

Eternity froze when I saw her. Angel eyes with innocent lips. She stared at me as I stared at her. For only a second her eyes saw through mine, and for only a second I saw through her mind. When I gazed her from outside in, I penetrated love's meaning thin. Love destroys me, she drowns me, visualizing our hearts entwined to fit the end of time and space, we interlocked in ecstasy, but even that was not enough. Into her eyes I saw a dream, only it wasn't. She was impossible, only possible. I've lost all hope and I've lost all faith, I've lost my life when I've lost her eyes.

08FEB2010

Her desire is the moon's gravitational pull,
Keeping the earth within me whole.
Without the circulation of her heart,
Oceans would tear my eyes apart.

02FEB2010

I don't know why I still want her. After I've shown what I am. It's impossible to believe that I'll ever have her.